Friday 19 April 2013

Who gives us Love and Money

I used to believe my source of love is from myself, my family, my friends, the clothes I wear, the books I read, the food I eat....

Yes I do receive and recoognise love though these sources as much as I exeprience negative emotions through these sources...

But the source of it all is still GOD......

I had this enlightenment yesterday:

"I am Source
I am unlimited
I can do it
I have an infinite amount of love to give to myself and others"

So always knowing that I am part of GOD and my inheritance of all that is good, true and beautiful is unlimited in supply and from GOD. The givers of form my mind perceives are just the messengers of GOD, sent by GOD.

So if I am not receiving something good that I want , like all the money I desire, its beacuse there are belief systems in me that make me believe that love is limited and scarce. Its this belief system that leads to comparisons, competitions, fear of survival and lack of love among the human race.

Money is a form of crytallised energy. Its a form of love. Since GOD's love for us in unlimited, money as a source of love is also unlimited for us. Its the belief in scarcity and limitedness of love that leads to money problems. Also rejecting all the current problems that our creative mind has created from the past is also another problem. The idea is to embrace the current problems as being part of our creations and also focusing on what we really want in the future consistently so that it will come true one fine day. Definitely going to healers as many times as possible to access our akkashi records and clear them is one of the biggest help one can get. The biggest help of all is to keep praying, visualising what we want and trusting in the angels who work very hard behind the scenes non-stop. They will then lead you to the right healers if necessary. Some of our core patterns stem from our ancient lives and they cannot be resolved by us even after decades of hard spiritual work. They are so deeply rooted that getting as many akashi readings as possible to delete these core memories from their roots really really helps at the end. The pathway to LOVE is a very constant evolution on a day to day and moment to moment basis. Your heart will lead you to the right messengers of GOD's love at the right time in the right manner as easily and effortlessly as possible. The hard part is being able to see ourselves through some of the dark nights of the soul where it seems that even all the angels and GOD has abandoned us. Yet this is just an illusion to test our trust and faith in GOD. To me now, GOD is both Divine Mother and Divine Father. I want love from both of them and I ask them for it.

Self-Love

As I released my intense ancient fears of not being loved on that fateful day, I dropped a few pants sizes! Voila!

Well defintiely losing a few pants sizes in one day is indeed a miracle. But behind this miracle is a lot of diligence and commitment leading up to it.

I did put out intentions that I wanted to lose my fats. But I just said the thought and let it go a couple of times in the span of one year. What I had been really working at was my spiritual pathway of ascension. I was very intent on releasing all the negative thoughts and emotions I was holding inside of myself and becoming more loving towards myself and others. This I did on a daily and moment to moment basis.

I also did weight lifting consciously and gently to increase my upper arm strength. I only carried very light weights (1.8 kg) as I could not handle anything heavier and I only did it about once a week. But I focused on doing it consistently and being very conscious about the effects I was having mentally and emotionally while doing this exercises. Reason is the arms and all the chest muscles and upper body back muscles  are all connected to our heart energies (heart chakra). I also did more consistent running (albeit at a slow speed and about 1 to 3 km for about a couple of times in a week) as it was all about getting the heart muscles working better and to have my blood flowing better. Running also helped to open up my heart chakra and allow the anger to be released. Everytime I was feeling sad, I would go and have a run. In this process, anger was released (which made me have more energy to run faster and more) or the sadness would just slowly be replaced by joy. So running always helped to transform my negative energies to positive energies. I did not set huge or unachievable goals for my exercise. I only set very small achievable goals. The key is to set goals that are small enough to keep motivating the mind to do it more willingly at a very consistent rate every week. Its not the intensity so much as the focus, depth of consciousness and consistency that the exercise is done. Therefore I do not compare myself with how much better, faster or longer my peers can exercise but I use myself as the yardstick of measure as to how well I am progressing.  I keep praising myself and treat myself to a cup of tea and some toast after the exercise to keep myself motivated. Sometimes dressing well and putting on some make up with nice hairdo during the workout also helps to shift the mood. As does good music or nice friendly, caring and helpful people around.

A few signs of success definitely helps. Signs of success are seeing the sweat on my body, feeling my increased heart rate, feeling myself breathe more easily and freely during the workout, feeling the emotional and mental energies flowing and shifting through me (trasnforming from negative to positive) and stronger muscles.