The plant of worthiness

I can feel a very deeply rooted plant growing within me. It's the plant called " I am unworthy of receiving love". I seek to uproot this weed & allow the plant " I am worthy of receiving love" grow within me. Some ways I have started growing this new plant is by repeating the affirmation " I am worthy of love", singing the song " I surrender to your grace" ( google for divine mother akashA on youtube) & acknowledging even a cool wind as blessings of love

Life Purpose

Find a reason why the world needs you & things will start to fall in place. It's a place you might have been criticized & shamed for by the wrong people

I am worthy and deserving of love

When I went to the hairdressers today to look for my usual hairdresser for a hair trim & wash, he also insisted on giving me some temporary curls at the bottom to make me look prettier & add more fun & spice to my life. I teared & my heart felt so open & felt so worthy of deserving love. I feel so loved in the presence of my hairdresser as even during hair rebonding he insists on doing every single part of the process himself. He can't bear to let anyone else interfere even during the washing process, even if they insist on it. Mind it my hair is very tedious to rebond as it is super curly. I feel very deserving of love in his care

Focus on what you want even if it is abstract

It's good to keep focusing on what you want despite all the interim difficulties. It took me more than 24 years to manifest the family house I wanted to live in. In the interim period I Accepted all the pain, suffering and drudgery I had to go through with gratitude. But of course it's best to always make sure your vision comes more from your highest self instead of your lower self. A small house you are able to own for yourself can be a much better option than living in a big housework with your family and your family paying for it as it can undermine ones self worth,self- reliance and freedom to be your highest self

Caffeine free day

For the first time in decades, I have managed to remain caffeine free for the entire day without any withdrawal symptoms. Replaced my 2 cups of tea with almond milk and my abstract mind has worked at top notch capacity today despite my physical body being in a lot of pain and being sickly. Hope this can be sustained and enhanced